<body>
ily Pictures, Images and Photos ily Pictures, Images and Photos ily Pictures, Images and Photos ILY! Pictures, Images and Photos

Wednesday, September 9, 2009


Image and video hosting by TinyPic

And in this crazy life, and through these crazy times
It's you, it's you, You make me sing.
You're every line, you're every word, you're everything. <3


The day has finally come. I put off writing about you for as long as I could. But now that I can no longer hide behind the lack in my vocabulary, nor the inappropriateness of my timing, I am finally permitting myself to succumb to this inexplicable urge to tell the world about the person who makes me feel so loved.

A year ago, you were just a guy I used to have a crush with. You were a guy who teases me with all the stuffs that you can think of, A guy, who i knew in the first place, wouldn't like me at all, a guy who amused me at the amount of mischief he is able to get away with just because he is a guy.

To this day, I credit that moment to be the defining moment in our relationship, because insignificant as it may seem to the outside, that was the moment I knew that I would never allow myself to live another day without you.

I love you so much Michael Jhoncy Petilla.
&& i know i'll see you soon.
i'll never give up on you. *wink :)





Icons are just LOVED (:
Signed off at 12:04 PM





Image and video hosting by TinyPic

it's 2:42am and i'm making this post for kiel. i've written about him a couple times before. but this, i believe, is the only time i've written about him half awake.

--
i have this friend. his name is Kiel. and over the years, he has metamorphosed from crush, to chat mate, to philosopher, to co-superhero, and lately, he has taken the form of a mirror which casts reflections i sometimes do not wish to acknowledge.

it's ironic how i protest against the possibility of finding lasting relationships online and found, in all sense of the word, a friend who unbelievingly could read me like he were an expert and i an ancient text of a burried and forgotten race.

over YM, i learned of a man whose dreams go beyond race and economy. a man whose days are lived with passion and integrity, a calming force who in so many times hushed a tempest, a friend who sees me even without looking at me.

Kiel, though it creeps me out that you know things about me even before i do, i am grateful for your friendship. had it not been for our random talks about life and love and all the drama in between, i would've missed knowing parts of myself. Thanks for always being there. *wink* :)

--


Icons are just LOVED (:
Signed off at 11:26 AM


Friday, April 17, 2009


check this site out. its for online auction bidding

http://www.chiing.com/
http://www.chiing.com/
http://www.chiing.com/


Thanks :*


Icons are just LOVED (:
Signed off at 7:48 AM


Thursday, April 9, 2009


My blog site is considered as my other world. Here, I am able to express whatever comes into my not-so-genius mind. Often, I receive comments of appreciation from people. Well, maybe because we are Filipinos and we tend to be fond of using euphemisms (laughs). Filipinos have been taught by the elders that if you don’t have something good to say, then you better keep quiet. There came a time, just 3 days ago I think, wherein I have received a comment from a friendster buddy saying that my new blog site is boring (I have another blog site in my friendster account). Well, that’s new. Nobody has ever said that before. (laughs) I sent him a message asking him why he said such. It is for the reason that I want to know what else to improve and what else to add for me to grow as a writer. I accept criticisms healthily. Unfortunately, he never replied back.
It got me thinking of what possible reasons could there be for him to arrive into that idea; maybe because I discuss about topics that doesn’t concern the majority. People always like to talk about one topic – Love. I am not writing about it simply because I can’t be a good writer about it. My teacher had once said that the best writer of love, is the one in love. Yes, I may consider myself in love in one way or another, to friends for example or to my family. But I think that this is not the kind of “love” people want to converse about. All of us are more interested in reading love stories and anything that has to do with it; failures, dating, conflicts, and etcetera. Here, in my blog site, I would want to write on things which I think I can be good at. (laughs) I may be not in love with a specific person, but I am actually contented with where I am now.

I may be alone, but I am not lonely. *wink*



Icons are just LOVED (:
Signed off at 8:15 PM





It’s been a while since i gave a real smile to anyone and to not force my laughter.

i forgot how it felt being happy, until now :)

i have realized that

HAPPINESS is always A CHOICE,

it is not determined by FATE.

I believed before that being on top was everything, but it isn’t. At the end of the day you’ll realize that it’s not about winning that matters, it’s about learning from every defeat. Life is not about who talks the loudest, but who talks with sense. It’s not about how successful you are in the career you choose, but how many lives you have touched and what differences you have made in their lives.

we must TALK LESS

and LISTEN MORE.

that’s why God gave us Two Ears and 1 Mouth.



Icons are just LOVED (:
Signed off at 8:08 PM


Saturday, January 10, 2009


DOUBTS~

To all people in doubt of my feelings,PLEASE believe me I am ALREADY fine, very fine. I don’t have any kept feelings inside me, my previous blogs were posted long long time ago,ok? So those were like HISTORY, things and feelings change right? Nothing’s constant in this world okay. I am very much happy with my current status; I have my friends,so why should I think about the things that had happened in the past when I can think of the things in the future?

To that person who is questioning or in doubt about my feelings: ” ain’t this enough? ;)



Icons are just LOVED (:
Signed off at 4:20 AM






Disclaimer

This is my official blogsite ;)
No copying/ripping out of codes PLEASEEE :)
All rights reserved 2009
©Barbie.


Owner

Photobucket
Barbie // 17 // Philippines //
&& i'm crazy...
    ---»crazy for you.

[ l i f e x i s x s h o r t ] so [ l i v e x i t x u p ]
drink it down ; be loud and obnoxious. '..*
smile hard, love deep. keep your friends
within arms reach. and never, ever have
regrets, because everything you eveer
did, was exactly what you once wanted



Wishes

Got It!
Haven't Got It!








All Right Reserved 2009

Desi gner
basecode
image